Goddess of...

water goddess
The goddess of Water. You can be calm, collected,
and fluent at times, but can change in an
instant into a raging ball of fury. Just like
ocean storms, you leave no survivors in your
path and you do not tolerate nonsense in dire
situations. You are most likely the
"peacemaker" of your group of friends
and people can always count on you to hear
their side of the story. You enjoy time with
friends, just not ALL the time. You could
survive without friends, but you wouldn't be
able to last forever. You need company and so
if you were the Water Goddess then you would go
to the ocean, a river, or a lake and you would
spend time with the animals that live there.
Since you are a Water Goddess, you power is the
ability to breathe underwater, which gives you
the perfect hiding place from enemies.

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Since many of you were doing these...


1) one wish? for my husband to be saved
2) are you a lover or a fighter? fighter
3) whats your worst fear? husband's death
4) as a kid, were you a lego maniac? a bit, my brother more so
5) what do you think of reality tv? first season of The Real World was the ONLY true reality show
6) do you chew on straws? no
7) were you a cute baby? people say so... not sure what happened;-)
8) is the single life for you? i used to think it was!
9) what color is your keyboard? silver
10) do you sing in the shower? no
11) have you ever bungee jumped? no
12) any secret talents? none yet discovered
13) whats your ideal vacation spot? vegas
14) can you swim? starting at six weeks
15) do you give a damn about the ozone? slightly
16) how many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie roll pop? who really cares?!
17) can you sing the alphabet backwards? never tried
18) have you ever been on an airplane? that's a crazy question... of course!
19) are you an only child? only children are a curse!
20) do you prefer electric or manual pencil sharpeners? sometimes both
21) whats your stand on hunting? would never do it, but still love my family who does
22) is there a marriage in your future? ummmm, hopefully not another one!
23) do you like your handwriting? yeah, this depends
24) what are you allergic to? bee stings
25) when was the last time you said "I love you"? this morning
26) is elvis still alive? who really cares?
27) do you cry at weddings? do i cry at all? barely
28) how do you like your eggs? all sorts of ways, just no runny whites
29) are blondes dumb? sometiems Tori is, but it's funny! we all have our moments
30) where does the other sock end up? sock heaven
31) do you have a nickname? a lot of them actually!
32) is mcdonalds disgusting? never, even after working there 3 years
33) do you prefer baths or showers? BOTH - depends on the bath tub
34) are you afraid of the dark? depends on location
35) what are you addicted to? CHILIS!!!!
36) crunchy or creammy peanut butter? sometimes both!
37) have you ever ridden in an ambulance? no
38) how many times have you brushed your teeth today? once this morning
39) is drug free the way to be? ALWAYS
40) are you a heavy sleeper? ALWAYS
41) what color are your eyes? green and blue
42) do you like your life? 100% of the time
43) liquor or beer? margaritas sometimes
44) are you psychic? i have intuition
45) do you read? yeah, more so listen;-)
46) do you play any instruments? i always wanted to play the ddrums
47) have you ever stolen anything? yes
48) can you snowboard? never tried
49) do you like camping? depends on the definiton of "camping"
50) do you believe in magic? magic's just a secular word for God
51) are dogs mans best friend? absolutely - not all of them though
52) do you believe in divorce? in some situations
53) can you do the moonwalk? never tried, don't want to
54) do you make a lot of mistakes? i try not to
55) is it cold outside? i wish
56) what was the last thing you ate? Arbys
57) do you wear nail polish? yeah, on the toesies
58) have you ever been kissed? ummmm.... pretty much daily!
59) what is the most annoying commercial? i'm not really sure. they've gotten better lately
60) do you shop at american eagle? i outgrew them years ago!... used to work there though
61) do you snore? no - sometimes when i'm sick
62) favorite song at the moment? i can only imagine
63) boxers or briefs? depends on the gender
64) what do you want to be when you grow up? i'll never grow up!
65) do you golf? yes
66) who is a big inspriation? my mom
67) whats the worst invention? too many to name
68) do you go to church? not now
69) what keeps you sane? my husband
70) what are the worst jobs you've had? i've like all my jobs
71) do you prefer sunrise or sunset? both
72) whats your telephone number? i don't have a telephone... email baby!
73) do you have regrets? NEVER
74) are you comfortable with yourself? ALWAYS
75) whats a motto you live by? everything happens for a purpose

10 Favorites...
Favorite Color(s): green and yellow!
Favorite Food: CHILIS!!!
Favorite Band: Bare Naked Ladies
Favorite Movie: Some Kind of Wonderful
Favorite Sport: Cycling
Favorite Season: FL has seasons?!
Favorite Day Of the Week: Thursday - Tuesdays during Gilmore Girls season
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Choco Chip and French Silk

9 Currents...
Current Mood: Sleepy (what's new?)
Current Taste: cotton?
Current Clothes: jeans and t-shirt
Current Computer: PowerBook G4
Current Finger/Tonail polish: sparkly purple on the toesies
Current Time: 3:23
Current Surroundings: newly renovated kitchen counter!
Current Annoyance(s): lazy people

8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Michael Holzman - Littleton, CO
First Screen Name: wow, can't remember that... maybe abswwjd
First Pet: probably gerbils
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: Kevin B?
First Music: Debbie Gibson
First time: for what? sex? 23 and with my husband! (WAITING IS WORTH IT)

7 Lasts
Last Cigarette: NEVER - ewww
Last Drink: probably homecoming timeframe
Last Car ride: 2 hours ago
Last Text Message: don't really do this
Last Movie Seen: North Country
Last Phone call: ?!?!?
Last CD Played: My Sister's Keeper (the book)

6 Have You Ever....
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yes
Have You Ever Broken the Law: not sure
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no
Have You Ever Been on TV: no
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: oh yeah, 3 at one time - New Year's Eve in Vegas!

5 Things....
You Did Last Night:
1. slept
2. Watched GG
3. Ate ice cream
4. loved on doggies
5. loved on hubby!

4 Places You've Been Last... (this is confusing!)
1. District office
2. School
3. Chilis
4. Arbys

3 People you can tell anything to
1. God
2. husband
3. mom

2 Choices...
1. night or day: depends
2. blunt or bong: neither, ever

1 Person You'd Do Anything For: God.

Dream... meaning?

I had an odd dream last night and I really don't want to forget it. At first, I did. But for the life of me, I couldn't fall back to sleep. I'm not sure how long I just laid there, trying to process the meaning of the dream. I felt like it was a premonition of sorts that I don't want to go unnoticed. There were some early parts that didn't seem to be related, but maybe they were. Had to deal with school, being there late at night, the copy room and somehow the copier was a color copier! How kool is that? NCTE kinda played a role, I think Melissa and I were prepping for it?

Anyhow, the latter part was the disturbing part. I had left school and driven to someone's house. In the dream it belonged to Mike and Wendy, but it's not their current house. There was an upstairs. No one was home. I went upstairs to sit and watch TV. I left my car top open with all my stuff in the front passenger seat. So, I think I fell asleep in front of the TV. Woke up a bit later. Wendy was home with the kids. I went to leave, talked with Wendy briefly and then went outside. My front passenger seat was empty. I basically had a nervous breakdown. I called 911, which took forever to get through. I finally did and they were going to send someone to help me. My biggest concern was my laptop. I'm not sure why I thought we'd be able to track it down because who knows how long it was gone. But, I still pursued with full force. I think maybe we were in a closed circuit system. The "officer" who came to help me and the main reason I feel this was some kind of premonition or warning dream was one of the elders from Harborside church... almost like a representation of God. Hmmmmm. So, he asked his questions and then we searched. We found the laptop behind the desk of Jennifer Albritton, which is really weird because she's an elderly, handicapped lady friend from USF and TBAWP. We found my purse and credit cards in her desk drawer. She appeared and was openly guilty. They took her away. One specific moment that was peculiarly detailed... was I found my wallet, opened it and saw some key credit cards missing. All I could think and even spoke out loud was "she's got to "xykd" with my credit". Hmmmm... My laptop had been attempted to be wiped clean, but everything was still in the trash can, so I worked on restoring things. The turtle on the front had been tried to rip off, but that sucker goes no where. It was all very weird. So, I'm trying to figure out what God was telling me. The most obvious thing is to not let my life be run by my laptop and money? But somehow I think it goes a little deeper than that.

So, I'm pondering.

loooooong weekend

It's been so nice and we even have one more day left. All school weeks should only be four day weeks... that would be lovely. Got to hang out with the mom's yesterday. She's taken the job in Cleveland and it's gonna suck with her being gone all the time. I'm sure it won't be that much different because I don't get to see her all too often and she'll be coming home a lot. Dad will be going up there a lot. Just changes some things. It sucks when I don't get to go over there every two weeks or so. She's been talking to a psychic and it's really weird because some of it is quite telling. She offered to pay for a session for me. I'm thinking about it... just really weird. I'm also not good on the phone, almost like I'm a phonaphobic. Not sure when that starting, but ever since I can remember that's for sure. It's the written word I enjoy and feel comfortable with. However, that does seriously limit my communication with certain peoples... like BECKY! It burns the fire in my blood every time I think about her. I need to just let it go, but it's so difficult. I shifted through all the pics on the Fresh Start Church website and it was a weird feeling. I really don't understand those people anymore and I guess it's all for the best. Everything happens for a reason, right? Right.

My best friend however is coming to visit in a few weeks!!!! WOOO HOOO. She has never seen our house and kinda barely has met Adam. She was in the wedding, but she really didn't get to "hang out" with him. Then the next time was at her wedding in April... much of the same circumstances. She's actually coming to play in the PHS Athletic Golf tournament with us. I'm very excited. She and I played golf together in high school and were also on yearbook together. We met at the end of our junior year and became instant friends after our common interest and enjoyment of bouncing the bouncey balls in the elevators at SIPA. Lots of memories with Jess. Lots of traveling and great adventures have been had. The last time I went to New Orleans, it was with her. Three weeks before September 11th, we had taken Amtrak up to NYC... laid on the ground to take picutres of the WTC and then stopped in DC... spent a few days there, almost got accosted walking into the Pentagon. That was all very eerie. We're very different people in so many ways, but for some reason we still have a connection after all these years... much more than any other friend through high school and college. Even when she lived in CO, then CA and now GA. I did my hometown traveling growing up... we've kinda flip flopped roles in that sense.

Anyways, it's been quite a long time since I had a journal. My other live journal is: abswwjd... my identity for quite a long time. I really don't think your identity alters through life. I really think you establish new ones and the old ones die away. But I think that shall be a subject for another day.
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